train of thought.

Fuck being by myself on new years eve tonight! >;(

hit up the Vans store & Build A Bear ! 

n2s: learn how to budget money..MORE haha XD

salamat :D haha

especially when there’s someone having some kind of anxiety attack in the back room & there are only 2 cashiers working. & both have to help out their co-worker. unlike those who are always in a rush (like the 2 girls behind me) i didnt mind waiting. after i left the store i wondered why my total came up to $11 instead of $14. i look at the receipt & saw that she gave 50% off one of the tops i bought :) fuck yeah! haha 

summer dress: $7
blue top: $7  $3.50 

not bad :)

its funny how i recognize some people who post their pics on fuckyeahfilipinocuties XD

get me out of this house D;

-blasting music all day long & being able to dance all crazy :)
- playing dress up with my clothes & my sister’s
- eating straight out of the containers!
- not having to get butthurt at someone for using my stuff & not putting it back
- clean the way i wanna clean!
- hog the big tv downstairs ;D
- being out almost everyday & not have to be ninja when i get home late
- having friends over & letting them chill in my room
- being able to cook what i feel like eating & not here ” we still have left overs. finish those first”
- having the bathroom all to myself >;)
- not having to do someone else’s laundry when i do my own
- leave a mess somewhere ( i end up picking it up within the next hour or so tho XD )
- being able to get through FB/MS/AIM/Tumblr/Twitter/YT w/o having someone interrupt me to get something for them & when im done i turn off the comp & relax on the couch
- socks+wood floors= fun!
- sleep in
- late night phone calls
- being able to nap
- having my “me” time <3

i do miss having someone here to keep me company too. even though i want to be left alone sometimes. i like being around people.

For the first time in 8 years, i went to church with my mom. I loved it.

misskgem:

who was the last person you “talked” to?

ha uhm i believe it was Albert Maravilla.

Name a boy you think is cute that goes to eastlake (:

ha shiiiiet there’s a lot of them >.< but waait. Eastlake HS or Eastlake MS ? ;P

Ask / comment / advice? / tell me a story [;

pinsan yous crazy. there’s none over here at eastlake ;p lol

went to the dam & Mountain Hawk park (i think thats what its called). made nicknames for people! :)

Wesley: the guy who loves ducks (he tried to save the duck back at the dam)
Alpha: the girl who loves danger ( she got some balls! :D )
Ello: the guy who loves to throw things (he’s always finding stuff to throw XD )

i tweeted that ^ while Wesley was trying to save the duck while we were at the dam. he read it (he gets my tweets on his phone :p ) & goes ” really?!” haha XD after he climbs back up he gave me & imran nicknames

Imran: the guy who holds a an uke 24/7
Me: the girl whos afraid of heights

adventure at the dam was really fun :) then went to the park to kill time. froze our asses off! but it was worth it. then kicked back at my house for a bit. met a new friend! he lives down the street from me yet he goes to Olympian haha

i’ll act like im over you. just to make things easier.

(via hello-kitty)

merry christmas to everyone & their families <3

out of no where i realized that im a mix of my brother & sister. this is what happens when you’re the youngest.

brother:
- tattoos & piercings (didnt hit me till we were in Vegas & he was encouraging it)
- anime
- video games
-ol skool martial arts movies ( where their mouths keep moving :p )
- karate
- nerf guns
- Transformers/ TMNT/ Power Rangers/DBZ
-leave our stuff everywhere & dont clean up till later :P
- we both have a party side
- hip-hop/ rap music
- type of food
- we both wear boxers haha
- spider-man/batman/superman/captain america etc..
- we’re both lazy as hell :)
- Vegas!

sister:
- OCD moments
- same taste in phones
- very slowly turning me into a name brand whore
- pig out on the daily
- same size in shirts
- same taste in clothes
- 2 piercings on each ear
- cant stand the same people
- slow jams/ r&b 
- loves shopping
- Hello Kitty
-she cooks. i bake.
- photos
- we have a thing for jewelry
- we have our stalker moments
- crave the same things :p
- football/boxing/UFC

sister brings out the girly side of me & my brother brings out my “inner bro” ;p
i love you guys<3

1. Did something you said you would never do.
2. Paid for someone who said they would pay you back but never did.
3. Lied about where you were.
4. Discovered a new musician.
5. Made something for a friend.
6. Got a new phone.
7. Got a new iPod/Zune/Mp3 player.
8. Watched three or more episodes of Saturday Night Live.
9. Made fun of someone.
10. Created a tumblr.
11. Flew on a plane for the first time.
12. Spoke in front of 15 people or more.
13. Met someone in real life that you originally met online.
14. Done something illegal.
15. Did your siblings chores for money.
16. Stayed up all night thinking about the worst thing that could possibly happen to later find out that you worried for nothing.
17. Hurt somebody you didn’t mean to hurt.
18. Hugged your mom or dad.
19. Baked a cake.
20. Made a new friend.
21. Lost an old friend.
22. Changed your views on society.
23. Laughed at something that wasn’t funny.
24. Got upset over something that wasn’t a big deal.
25. Had a horrible birthday.
26. Got a facebook.
27. Deleted your myspace.
28. Cried because you missed old times.
29. Cleaned your room.
30. Have a new found appreciation for someone you never expected to.
31. Told someone you love them.
32. Told someone you hate them.
33. Screwed something up but didn’t mean to.
34. Received a gift.
35. Gave a gift.
36. Read a book that wasn’t for school.
37. Ate a lollipop.
38. Threw away something by accident.
39. Smoked a cigarette.
40. Ran a mile.
41. Switched schools.
42. Aced a test.
43. Wished you were in the past.
44. Got scared about the future.
45. Got yelled at by your parents.
46. Lost a family member.
47. Saw an old friend.
48. Went to church/synagogue.
49. Hugged a stuffed animal.
50. Said you’re going to make next year better.

my first (well, if you exclude the time he was overseas for work) christmas w/o my dad. it hurts but i manage. thanks for the call yesterday dad<3 i miss you.

even when im in vegas i still think of you

oh how i missed SD D; i couldnt stand all the smoke & dry air in Vegas >__< to make things short..
saturday:
-stayed in Bally’s
-went to this one big confusing mall & i got lost looking for Sanrio -___- but it was worth it! hella better than the ones in Plaza, San Ysidro, & CV mall
- <3 the Hot Topic haha
- went into PacSun & saw this one cute guy working there ;D
- watched a show called Matsuri. funny & cute! girls are freaking beasts! (got muscles! not manly ones tho). reminds me of an anime show but live version lol
- Ghirardelli shake w/ my brother
sunday: 
- ate at the buffet for like 2 hours haha crepe <33
-went to Planet Hollywood ( we found out its right next to our hotel & we freaking drove there -___- )
- M&M store for Maylon & got his present
- Coca-Cola store & saw some kid from Eastlake Middle (hella random i know XD )
- hella got lost looking for our car
- back to the hotel & killed time till 9-ish
- walked back to Planet Hollywood & got my navel piercing! FUCK YEAH! :D
- ate @ PF Changs till 11ish then walked back to the hotel  
Monday:
- left at 9ish & didnt get back till like 5 XD

fun bday weekend <3 :)

Tumbling from my phone! Haha Vegas isnt that bad. Nothing much to do except shop,eat&watch shows :p mos def coming back when im 21.

the best fucking birthday ever :D !
thank you for all the texts/phone calls/comments/tweets etc.. today..er.. yesterday haha XD i really appreciate it. school wasnt that bad. kinda boring though. went to Louie’s house after school & it really made me happy to know that he had fun opening my presents & played with them haha. i honestly, felt like a lil kid the whole day. juice boxes. Chewy bars. Outstanding Student award. Legos. Nerf Guns. <3 then went to allyson’s & helped clean & make dough. then walked home. i was super tired & hungry. i changed into house clothes & got my stuff ready for the party. napped for half an hour then play this one karaoke game with my mom :p hahah i suck at singing but i got a high score >;P . then imran & wesley called & told me they were swooping by. i go outside to get them & i was hella surprised to see ryan & raymar with them haha. first time i’ve seen raymar in like a month! then they chilled at my house for a couple hours. we watched Elf, then we all hung out upstairs. freaking Imran & Raymar were all over my bed! XD i just talked to them about stuff & wesley & ryan were in their own lil music world in the loft. the boys played MW2 while i got ready for the party. then we waited for Henrie & they escorted me to Allyson’s. it was weird having 3 cars following me lol :P then we all ate & open presents & took peekchurs! the boys left & we just watched the Proposal & cleaned up.
i wish i could relive this day over & over <3 when i was reading Allyson’s gift, i almost cried XD . i hella love ZCREW<3 it made me appreciate you guys more than ever when my best friend said that he wishes he had something like what we put together. hmm.. maybe i should plan something >;) haha 

THANK YOU ZCREW: allyson.janelle.danielle.alisson.alyssa.diday.monica.lee.louie.brandon.gabe.peter.georgy.
camitan.&jon carr
you are all i could ever ask for :)

THANK YOU BOYS:
ryan.henrie.raymar.imran.wesley.
i didnt know ryan & raymar were coming along haha XD. i really thought you guys were just gonna stay for like an hour & then dip, but naah, you guys stuck with me for several hours & saw the fat,scrubby,girly,hyper,crazy side of me i wouldnt let any other guys see (except for the zcrew boys). 

THANK YOU EVERYONE:
a.b.c.d.e.f.g.h.i.j.k.l.m.n.o.p.q.r.s.t.u.v.w.x.y.z.
haha thanks for the greetings & hugs <3

i think this is the longest blog i’ve ever posted haha.
HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE<3
peekchurs coming soon… as soon as i get hold of a camera >_<

chillin @ my house with ryan, imran, wesley & raymar.

i missed these fools!
waitin’ for henrie!

its not official till 7:30 pm! ;D thank you everyone who greeted me first thing in the morning ! sorry best friend i didnt answer. i was hella tired D; i love you guys<3 :)

i wake up & the first thing that i think about is ’ fuck! im turning 18 tomorrow.’ XD